Coming to an end.. of senior year.. :/

I can't believe that in about 7 weeks when we come back from this April break, we will be graduating.. It has been a long but very fund journey with a ton of new friends that I know and promise that I won't forget :)
There have been several ups and downs as well this year.. Just so many different activities that have happened, and we have lost a couple of people from the Class of 2011, but we will continue on with making it on our journey to graduation. When we walk across the stage on June 18, we will most importantly doing it for ourselves, but we will also be doing it for those people who weren't able to be with us for this day..
June 18, 2011 is the magical date and I am hoping that everyone from the Class of 2011 who is with us currently is able to walk across that stage at Soldiers and Sailors..
Graduation is coming, and up next trimester for me is my graduation project so I will be completely able to leave City High this year and enter into Slippery Rock University in the fall as an exercise science major..
I can't wait to start a new journey with new people who will eventually become my close friends and take the step forward into bettering my life as well as helping others who have been there to support me all the way.. :)

UGHHH

School sucks all the time
I don't know what to do, almost done with the 10th grade
one more trimester...
god
i can't handle this anymore

Finals....AGAIN

Here we are again....sitting in cult lit just got done with finals
thank god!!!!
i am pretty much done with cult lit now until next trimester
it was super easy......=D
now i just want to go home with my puppy and nap for the rest of the night
but i CAN'T.....because???
because i have to study for my web apps final so i don't fail it... =[
bu but anyways.....sitting in cult lit without something to do is actually pretty boring
i hate just sitting here out of my mind not being able to talk....and having kevin looking at me with weird faces...
i don't know what i am going to do for about a little less than 30 minutes
I just hope that I don't get a "C" on my final like I always do....i actually want it to bring my grade up....who knows
i am soooo tired of this school...bt i wouldn't want to be anywhere else...so it is all cool
:P
can i just nap now please?!?!?!?!?
lol
=D
then i have to hear my dad complain about how i am not doing the dishes...and blah blah blah
well excuse me for having finals to do and i really need to study....
it isn't my fault
this is like the only time i wish i was still back in like kindergarten where we had naps
i swear sometimes i can't handle being in school for 8 hours straight
just too much work for us to get done in a day...i hate it
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
=D
<3

Poem that I stole for Crissi!

Looking into his eyes
I melt
They make me feel safe
It's like we're in our own world
No one else around
Just me and him
Looking into his eyes
I get lost
It's just one of the connections
I have with him
I don't even understand it
But our eyes always meet
His to mine
Mine to his
We just connect
Even if we don't realize it
-----this poem was written by one of my friends...i decided to steal it because it was REALLY good...it touched my heart sooo much!-----

Back to school!

The first week of school went well
Even though I missed Friday
O well...I am actually enjoying school....I still hate it though
I miss being with all my friends though
They seperated me from everyone....
Which really sucks cause we used to be all together
:(

Finals

finals suck
I hate them sooo much
almost done with school though
WoOt!!!!
lol
Im bored sitting in Cult Lit class waiting for it to be over
Then I have my science final
what fun
<33

YMCA

I'm really happy that we are going to the YMCA for gym
Give me the group that you are in
I'm in D
alkfalf;laks

Tired

I'm tired and bored
I hate making up work for school
My weekend is going ok
but Friday was a mess
but I hope everything will be ok tomorrow
that is I can hope for now

Love

Love is an interesting thing
I don't know what to do now though
It is sooo complicated
But I am taking it as it comes
Because I have learned never to let things like that get in the way of my life
I learned a lot of things of through past experience the hard way
and I don't want to do it again

Sick

I hate being sick
it sucks
You can't do anything, you can't touch to anyone
Plus you miss a whole lot of school, and then you are way behind
Luckily for me, I have friends that actually want me to get caught up
Thank god for letting me have the friends that I have
Plus the teachers at school are nice, and tell me what I miss instead of letting me go
I have a major infection, plus a cold
so I DON'T FEEL GOOD
I FEEL LIKE CRAP

Today

Once again, today sucked
I saw my mom for at least 2 seconds of the past 24 hours
I am sooo sick and tired of crying......
I can't take it
So now I am stuck at home with my dad and my sister
It is going to be a living hell
I can't take it
So now I have nothing to do until school on Tuesday

Life Sucks

I swear, I hate my life right now
My mom is leaving for Florida on Monday until Thursday
so I am stuck at home with my dad for a while...
I HATE THIS
Everything wasn't going right today
I have been shakin all day
I really don't feel good right now
ehhhh
:(

Love

i really like someone
IDK how he feels about me
me I have great feelings for him
It seems like I have known him forever, but I have only known him for 2 years
It is really weird how life goes....
I can't help for the way that I feel
and NO ONE CAN EVER CHANGE IT!!!!

Valentines Day

Today SUCKED

I had no valentine, no nothin

and i was crying the whole way home

i hate it

and now i have no one at home with me, besides my dog

so she is my valentine!!.....

I know that she will always be there for me

and I know that she won't turn her back on me.....so yep

and now I REALLY LIKE SOMEONE

most of my friends know who i am talking about

but idk right now

GRRR :(

Life isn't fair right now....but I will get through it.

School

I hate it
i hate Careers sooo badly
there is no point of it......
I am reading a book now
and I am actually glad to be reading it
It sounds really good
Then I have to come home and hear about my sister's day at school
and she just keeps on talk even when I ignore her...
any ideas on how to stop her from talking?

ughhhh

Today sucked
I went to this stupid meeting for something my sister goes to
and it was SOOOO boring
I had nothin to do besides listen to people talk for 3 hours straight
Pretty boring
I hated it
But I HAD to go
I had no choic..........GRRRRRRR
And now I am very tired......and COLD
why does it have to be winter???
WHY!!!!!!
:(

grrr

why does life have to be so complicated?
I only have 5 friends that I can trust my life with
besides my family....
I have soo many mixed emotions right now
about the people that I like.....and school
Which I hate....
GRRRRRRR
:(