Finals....AGAIN

Here we are again....sitting in cult lit just got done with finals
thank god!!!!
i am pretty much done with cult lit now until next trimester
it was super easy......=D
now i just want to go home with my puppy and nap for the rest of the night
but i CAN'T.....because???
because i have to study for my web apps final so i don't fail it... =[
bu but anyways.....sitting in cult lit without something to do is actually pretty boring
i hate just sitting here out of my mind not being able to talk....and having kevin looking at me with weird faces...
i don't know what i am going to do for about a little less than 30 minutes
I just hope that I don't get a "C" on my final like I always do....i actually want it to bring my grade up....who knows
i am soooo tired of this school...bt i wouldn't want to be anywhere else...so it is all cool
:P
can i just nap now please?!?!?!?!?
lol
=D
then i have to hear my dad complain about how i am not doing the dishes...and blah blah blah
well excuse me for having finals to do and i really need to study....
it isn't my fault
this is like the only time i wish i was still back in like kindergarten where we had naps
i swear sometimes i can't handle being in school for 8 hours straight
just too much work for us to get done in a day...i hate it
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
=D
<3

Poem that I stole for Crissi!

Looking into his eyes
I melt
They make me feel safe
It's like we're in our own world
No one else around
Just me and him
Looking into his eyes
I get lost
It's just one of the connections
I have with him
I don't even understand it
But our eyes always meet
His to mine
Mine to his
We just connect
Even if we don't realize it
-----this poem was written by one of my friends...i decided to steal it because it was REALLY good...it touched my heart sooo much!-----

Back to school!

The first week of school went well
Even though I missed Friday
O well...I am actually enjoying school....I still hate it though
I miss being with all my friends though
They seperated me from everyone....
Which really sucks cause we used to be all together
:(

Finals

finals suck
I hate them sooo much
almost done with school though
WoOt!!!!
lol
Im bored sitting in Cult Lit class waiting for it to be over
Then I have my science final
what fun
<33

YMCA

I'm really happy that we are going to the YMCA for gym
Give me the group that you are in
I'm in D
alkfalf;laks

Tired

I'm tired and bored
I hate making up work for school
My weekend is going ok
but Friday was a mess
but I hope everything will be ok tomorrow
that is I can hope for now

Love

Love is an interesting thing
I don't know what to do now though
It is sooo complicated
But I am taking it as it comes
Because I have learned never to let things like that get in the way of my life
I learned a lot of things of through past experience the hard way
and I don't want to do it again

Sick

I hate being sick
it sucks
You can't do anything, you can't touch to anyone
Plus you miss a whole lot of school, and then you are way behind
Luckily for me, I have friends that actually want me to get caught up
Thank god for letting me have the friends that I have
Plus the teachers at school are nice, and tell me what I miss instead of letting me go
I have a major infection, plus a cold
so I DON'T FEEL GOOD
I FEEL LIKE CRAP

Today

Once again, today sucked
I saw my mom for at least 2 seconds of the past 24 hours
I am sooo sick and tired of crying......
I can't take it
So now I am stuck at home with my dad and my sister
It is going to be a living hell
I can't take it
So now I have nothing to do until school on Tuesday

Life Sucks

I swear, I hate my life right now
My mom is leaving for Florida on Monday until Thursday
so I am stuck at home with my dad for a while...
I HATE THIS
Everything wasn't going right today
I have been shakin all day
I really don't feel good right now
ehhhh
:(

Love

i really like someone
IDK how he feels about me
me I have great feelings for him
It seems like I have known him forever, but I have only known him for 2 years
It is really weird how life goes....
I can't help for the way that I feel
and NO ONE CAN EVER CHANGE IT!!!!

Valentines Day

Today SUCKED

I had no valentine, no nothin

and i was crying the whole way home

i hate it

and now i have no one at home with me, besides my dog

so she is my valentine!!.....

I know that she will always be there for me

and I know that she won't turn her back on me.....so yep

and now I REALLY LIKE SOMEONE

most of my friends know who i am talking about

but idk right now

GRRR :(

Life isn't fair right now....but I will get through it.

School

I hate it
i hate Careers sooo badly
there is no point of it......
I am reading a book now
and I am actually glad to be reading it
It sounds really good
Then I have to come home and hear about my sister's day at school
and she just keeps on talk even when I ignore her...
any ideas on how to stop her from talking?

ughhhh

Today sucked
I went to this stupid meeting for something my sister goes to
and it was SOOOO boring
I had nothin to do besides listen to people talk for 3 hours straight
Pretty boring
I hated it
But I HAD to go
I had no choic..........GRRRRRRR
And now I am very tired......and COLD
why does it have to be winter???
WHY!!!!!!
:(

grrr

why does life have to be so complicated?
I only have 5 friends that I can trust my life with
besides my family....
I have soo many mixed emotions right now
about the people that I like.....and school
Which I hate....
GRRRRRRR
:(