Sick

I hate being sick
it sucks
You can't do anything, you can't touch to anyone
Plus you miss a whole lot of school, and then you are way behind
Luckily for me, I have friends that actually want me to get caught up
Thank god for letting me have the friends that I have
Plus the teachers at school are nice, and tell me what I miss instead of letting me go
I have a major infection, plus a cold
so I DON'T FEEL GOOD
I FEEL LIKE CRAP

Today

Once again, today sucked
I saw my mom for at least 2 seconds of the past 24 hours
I am sooo sick and tired of crying......
I can't take it
So now I am stuck at home with my dad and my sister
It is going to be a living hell
I can't take it
So now I have nothing to do until school on Tuesday

Life Sucks

I swear, I hate my life right now
My mom is leaving for Florida on Monday until Thursday
so I am stuck at home with my dad for a while...
I HATE THIS
Everything wasn't going right today
I have been shakin all day
I really don't feel good right now
ehhhh
:(

Love

i really like someone
IDK how he feels about me
me I have great feelings for him
It seems like I have known him forever, but I have only known him for 2 years
It is really weird how life goes....
I can't help for the way that I feel
and NO ONE CAN EVER CHANGE IT!!!!

Valentines Day

Today SUCKED

I had no valentine, no nothin

and i was crying the whole way home

i hate it

and now i have no one at home with me, besides my dog

so she is my valentine!!.....

I know that she will always be there for me

and I know that she won't turn her back on me.....so yep

and now I REALLY LIKE SOMEONE

most of my friends know who i am talking about

but idk right now

GRRR :(

Life isn't fair right now....but I will get through it.

School

I hate it
i hate Careers sooo badly
there is no point of it......
I am reading a book now
and I am actually glad to be reading it
It sounds really good
Then I have to come home and hear about my sister's day at school
and she just keeps on talk even when I ignore her...
any ideas on how to stop her from talking?

ughhhh

Today sucked
I went to this stupid meeting for something my sister goes to
and it was SOOOO boring
I had nothin to do besides listen to people talk for 3 hours straight
Pretty boring
I hated it
But I HAD to go
I had no choic..........GRRRRRRR
And now I am very tired......and COLD
why does it have to be winter???
WHY!!!!!!
:(

grrr

why does life have to be so complicated?
I only have 5 friends that I can trust my life with
besides my family....
I have soo many mixed emotions right now
about the people that I like.....and school
Which I hate....
GRRRRRRR
:(